Screwup
Note: entries are running about 5 days behind.
I have to admit I feel like a bit of a screwup lately. At work shortages that didn’t exist last year are mounting. I know intellectually that it isn’t my fault but I’m still the one who has to look people in the eye and tell them I can’t help them. My boss has been very understanding about the whole thing but I still feel a little bit like I let people down by not accurately predicting the future which I know is an unreasonable expectation.
But it’s on the home front I feel the most like a bumbling idiot. Things aren’t progressing fast enough, our place is too small…and these are just the things I’ve been told about. I fear financial hard times may be on the horizon. I’m not pulling my weight at home with regards to chores or childcare.
I keep forgetting to follow up with my second job regarding extending my leave of absence.
I feel like a juggler who’s taken on one too many balls. I fear which one will drop.
